ok. take all ur hopes, dreams and wishes and.
throw them out the window.
start over and ask God what he wants for u.
ask him to show it to u. be patient. look for it. be brave.
when u put God first, u start wanting things u didn’t even know were possible, things that he’s set aside just for u.
it looks weird. it feels weird. but I promise, God promises, that it will be magical, supernatural and unbelievably good.
he has promised to prosper us and not harm us.
my husband looked at me one day and wondered, “how we can we be in such a good place right now?” (after bankruptcy and foreclosure, cancer, medical debt, heart failure)
and I think it’s because we finally straightened out our priorities. we stopped wishing for better and started being better.
he gives us good things when we put him first. u can’t wish for a boat/motorcycle/bigger house/pool/money and pretend like that’s ur prayer to God. those things won’t make it better.
u can’t ask for a better kid/spouse/life until YOU become a better kid/spouse/person.
give it up and hand it over, u’ll be surprised. promise.